Ok I give Up.
I want to thank Our Military for their service to Our Country. I appreciate you protecting me and my children. It don't go unnoticed. THANK YOU!
I am not sure how to be an open person. I don't know how to explain me. I feel as if I am a superficial person now a days. I have come to a block in my efforts to find a man. I can't sell myself as some women can. I am just me. I am nothing more then I say I am. I am a simple person who enjoys her family and friends. I have been hurt and played. But who hasn't now a days? I am not even sure I can trust a man right now.
I miss having someone who comes up and holds me for the pure pleasure of holding me. I miss being held and feeling safe. I miss having my forehead kissed by someone who loves me as I love them. I miss the laughter shared and the moments of pleasure. I miss feeling complete when my man is around. I miss calling someone to tell them I will be late. I miss asking someone what they want for dinner so I can cook it for them. I miss the long winter nights with a lover. I miss the Christmas mornings I would receive a gift from someone who loved me. I miss giving a Christmas gift to someone I love. I miss the camping trips and the swims. I miss having someone sleeping next to me at night. I miss playing little pranks on my lover and the tickles. I miss leaning in for a kiss. I miss the look in my lovers eyes when I know it is "time". I miss being accepted for being me.
So with all that said I am probably going to change the tune of this spot. Probably the name is going to be changed. I am not sure what it will be called yet. ANY SUGGESTIONS???
I am not sure how to be an open person. I don't know how to explain me. I feel as if I am a superficial person now a days. I have come to a block in my efforts to find a man. I can't sell myself as some women can. I am just me. I am nothing more then I say I am. I am a simple person who enjoys her family and friends. I have been hurt and played. But who hasn't now a days? I am not even sure I can trust a man right now.
I miss having someone who comes up and holds me for the pure pleasure of holding me. I miss being held and feeling safe. I miss having my forehead kissed by someone who loves me as I love them. I miss the laughter shared and the moments of pleasure. I miss feeling complete when my man is around. I miss calling someone to tell them I will be late. I miss asking someone what they want for dinner so I can cook it for them. I miss the long winter nights with a lover. I miss the Christmas mornings I would receive a gift from someone who loved me. I miss giving a Christmas gift to someone I love. I miss the camping trips and the swims. I miss having someone sleeping next to me at night. I miss playing little pranks on my lover and the tickles. I miss leaning in for a kiss. I miss the look in my lovers eyes when I know it is "time". I miss being accepted for being me.
So with all that said I am probably going to change the tune of this spot. Probably the name is going to be changed. I am not sure what it will be called yet. ANY SUGGESTIONS???
2 Comments:
At 8:48 AM, Stacy said…
Don't give up. You will find that special person, I just know it. As for the name, it will come to you.
At 10:08 PM, Call Me Grandma said…
Have faith and what is meant to be will happen. You are a special person K. I knew that the first time I read your blog, and read the words you wrote about your boys.
Like Stacy said, don't give up.
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